An Old friend!!

We grew up together
We lived with each other

We told our lies
And kept our secrets hidden forever

You got were you wanted
And know you turn your back on me

I’m nothing but a freak
I’m nothing but a wanna be

I thought we had each other
But I was always wrong

I need to forget
But I know that it’ll take long

Forgive me!!

Forgive me
You're easy to love
Easier than you think it might be
At least it seems so to me

I didn't mean to push you away
as it seems, though you don't say
Neither do you love me
It's easy to see, by your silence to me

But you're easy to love
Easier than you see
I loved you with my whole heart
At least it seemed so to me

And when it comes to saying goodbye
It's harder than I knew it could be
Can't say goodbye to a love that fit like a key
At least it seems so to me

Forgive me
You were easy to love
Easier than you think it to be
Even if your love, you never meant for me

Forgive me
You were easy to love
Easier than you think it to be
You're still here in my memory...

I wish you..





I wish you to stop by 
but you don't 
You say you will 
but you won't



You say you wish you were near 
But you're never here 
Suddenly things seem clear 
my worst fear



I try to hold onto things you said 
I wonder if they were real or already dead 
But the thoughts linger in my head 
the dreams my hunger was fed



You give me just a glance 
I feel the pull and wish for the chance 
But it's just to make you feel wanted 
you don't really feel love



When you care for someone 
you give them all your time 
like I wait here 
to give you mine



PS: Yes, waiting for you!!!

I held love closely




Empty
Hollow
Alone
Losing a dream you held so close
is hard to swallow

Harder still
Because
I loved you so
love you still

It only took a moment
I hardly knew
My heart just ran to you
and over time the feeling grew

I look out the from my lonely window
teardrops fall along the sill
I waited but you never saw me
Though I love you still

Other hearts will hold my hand
In time someone might understand
I guess it's myself I have to blame
But in my heart I call your name

I wish that love was real and not a game
I wonder if I'll ever feel love again the same
Someone feels my heart, I hope and pray it is true
But my heart is still not over you

I wish you had let me go
Had just said plainly "No"
But silence broke my heart and brought it pain
I held love closely, my fault...now the rain


No one knows

suicide

No one knows how she feels,
smiling on the outside,
but inside she's dead,
just lost the one she loved,
I guess her love wasn't enough,
she really just wants to fall to pieces,
but she puts up a good front,
only crying when she's alone,
finding her only comfort,
the razor she calls her friend,
she hates herself,
because every lie he ever told,
she believed without a doubt,
the cuts on her legs,
are only half the pain she feels,
just a little reminder of how much she misses him,
she just wants someone to talk to,
but to afraid of what they'll think,
she can't do this anymore,
time to pull out her little friend,
she drags the razor across her wrist,
this will be the last time,
she already had the note written...
"You said forever"....was all it said...
The girl’s parents find her in the morning,
the way she felt was a shock to everyone even me

Why?

Because I was the one she loved!!!

Live without you?


When you are gone and so is love
When sun sets and the dark night comes
When trees die and nothing will grow
Then, it will hold my breath,
For how can I live without love
How can I live in darkness
How can I live without you?




True Love never ceases
that's why I am still here for you.
True Love never chooses
that's why I have chosen you

Don't forget our memories


Sometimes in life I feel like I get nowhere
And there’s nothing that can compare

I just don’t know what to do
And there’re millions of things I wish I could just undo

I wish I could just go back and fix everything
And I would have stopped yelling

I knew it wasn’t getting anywhere
And I should have known you do care

Sometimes I think you didn’t; in the back of my mind
And I wish I could just rewind

It’s in the past
And our love; I wish you were my last

But we’ve moved forward
And I’ve always wondered

Do you still love me?
And are you enjoying the the new company?

I’ll be honest, I miss you
And you two?

She’ll never know you like I do
And whatever you do don’t forget me

I’ll never forget you either
And here comes another chapter

I’ll stop getting those feelings when I talk about the memories
And they’ll just be stories

I’ll miss you; but know the memories never disappear
And when I think about you they’ll always appear

The Girl



       Call me the girl that no one ever noticed.
Call me the girl who no one ever cared about.
Call me the girl that you can pass in the room and not give a damn.
Call me "forgotten"...

Painful :)

Its damn painful 2 smile when you are dying inside,
Still it is worth when your loved one returns a smile 
without knowing your pain.