Poems from me to you

No one knows how she feels,
smiling on the outside,
but inside she's dead,
just lost the one she loved,
I guess her love wasn't enough,
she really just wants to fall to pieces,
but she puts up a good front,
only crying when she's alone,
finding her only comfort,
the razor she calls her friend,
she hates herself,
because every lie he ever told,
she believed without a doubt,
the cuts on her legs,
are only half the pain she feels,
just a little reminder of how much she misses him,
she just wants someone to talk to,
but to afraid of what they'll think,
she can't do this anymore,
time to pull out her little friend,
she drags the razor across her wrist,
this will be the last time,
she already had the note written...
"You said forever"....was all it said...
The girl’s parents find her in the morning,
the way she felt was a shock to everyone even me

Why?

Because I was the one she loved!!!