An Old friend!!

We grew up together
We lived with each other

We told our lies
And kept our secrets hidden forever

You got were you wanted
And know you turn your back on me

I’m nothing but a freak
I’m nothing but a wanna be

I thought we had each other
But I was always wrong

I need to forget
But I know that it’ll take long

Forgive me!!

Forgive me
You're easy to love
Easier than you think it might be
At least it seems so to me

I didn't mean to push you away
as it seems, though you don't say
Neither do you love me
It's easy to see, by your silence to me

But you're easy to love
Easier than you see
I loved you with my whole heart
At least it seemed so to me

And when it comes to saying goodbye
It's harder than I knew it could be
Can't say goodbye to a love that fit like a key
At least it seems so to me

Forgive me
You were easy to love
Easier than you think it to be
Even if your love, you never meant for me

Forgive me
You were easy to love
Easier than you think it to be
You're still here in my memory...

Why?

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Everything is so different
You hurt me
I don't know what you want me to say


I still care about you
I always will
I really do


My heart hurts
I'm upset but
I won't show it
It's hard
I want you to hold me and
say it's ok


Just tell me your sorry
You'll never know
I'm so confused
I don't know how to react to this one
I can't stop caring and it hurts
Only one question
Why did you do this?

I wish you..





I wish you to stop by 
but you don't 
You say you will 
but you won't



You say you wish you were near 
But you're never here 
Suddenly things seem clear 
my worst fear



I try to hold onto things you said 
I wonder if they were real or already dead 
But the thoughts linger in my head 
the dreams my hunger was fed



You give me just a glance 
I feel the pull and wish for the chance 
But it's just to make you feel wanted 
you don't really feel love



When you care for someone 
you give them all your time 
like I wait here 
to give you mine



PS: Yes, waiting for you!!!

I held love closely




Empty
Hollow
Alone
Losing a dream you held so close
is hard to swallow

Harder still
Because
I loved you so
love you still

It only took a moment
I hardly knew
My heart just ran to you
and over time the feeling grew

I look out the from my lonely window
teardrops fall along the sill
I waited but you never saw me
Though I love you still

Other hearts will hold my hand
In time someone might understand
I guess it's myself I have to blame
But in my heart I call your name

I wish that love was real and not a game
I wonder if I'll ever feel love again the same
Someone feels my heart, I hope and pray it is true
But my heart is still not over you

I wish you had let me go
Had just said plainly "No"
But silence broke my heart and brought it pain
I held love closely, my fault...now the rain


The True meaning of sister

A sister is someone of a family
An older or younger sister
Someone to confide in
Blame trouble on
Share secrets and gossip
And run to four advice
No one could ever break sisters apart
Fights after fights
Tears after tears
Secrets after secrets
Laughter after laughter
There is an inseparable bond
A sister doesn't have to be blood-related
Nor in an exclusive family
You, My best friend, are all of the above
Through our years,
There were plenty of fights, secrets, gossip, tears, and laughs
Some things you and I will never forget
That is the true meaning of being sisters.

 

I miss you… This is for you know that won’t cry even though I want to..  Take care.. Life is all about living life with overcoming all the failure on the way….Don’t worry.. You’ll do just fine. Stop Crying!! and Try to explore things there.. This is specially dedicated to you

No one knows

suicide

No one knows how she feels,
smiling on the outside,
but inside she's dead,
just lost the one she loved,
I guess her love wasn't enough,
she really just wants to fall to pieces,
but she puts up a good front,
only crying when she's alone,
finding her only comfort,
the razor she calls her friend,
she hates herself,
because every lie he ever told,
she believed without a doubt,
the cuts on her legs,
are only half the pain she feels,
just a little reminder of how much she misses him,
she just wants someone to talk to,
but to afraid of what they'll think,
she can't do this anymore,
time to pull out her little friend,
she drags the razor across her wrist,
this will be the last time,
she already had the note written...
"You said forever"....was all it said...
The girl’s parents find her in the morning,
the way she felt was a shock to everyone even me

Why?

Because I was the one she loved!!!